I’m beyond desperate for my op. Literally decades of pain and now light at the end of the tunnel.
Less than two weeks to wait yet keep hearing more and more ops cancelled due to this coronavirus.
I understand that people need the beds much more than me but can’t help feel worried especially because it seems it will be at least six months before ops are considered again.
I’m an awful human being I know but needed to say this out loud.
My pain is really effecting my mental health / time off work / family life on hold, it’s hideous.
I’m crossing everything I’m over reacting.