The last couple of nights in a row I've awakened with palpitations. I'm having stress dreams. When I went to my doctor a couple of weeks ago I mentioned them and they did an EKG just to make sure everything was fine. The nurse said it was good that I mentioned it because for women (possible trigger) a heart attack is silent. So they told me that it was anxiety so not to worry. I know that it has to do with the flashback I had last week. Well most flashbacks are intense but this was the worst one I've ever had. So I can understand why. The shock of it has worn off and it's just so awful what some people did to all of us. So I know that I'm safe, it happened a long time ago, it's just I feel so deceived and manipulated by people. Yet glad I'm still here. It's just really awful how some people that are so sick that they use people to act out their sickness. Thanks for reading. I keep praying and then feel the peace from God. It's just difficult.