Hi all, Im new here. Been watching Michele do her thing and she directed me here.
I have a trip with my husband to take tomorrow morning.
I can cancel. Id save some $ on the flight. But with all the hypervigilance, I made a mess of the trip a little ( changing hotels- renting a car we dont need ( but do need car cuz now that I changed the hotel).
If I go, Ill be challenging myself. Me going is sort of ridiculous. Its mainly to take care of my husband who is doing a baseball camp and he isnt as diligent about his care so he calls and complains to me instead. So I go to keep him healthy and help out a bit.
But since Ive gone to counseling this past 2 months, I have been wanted to do less care taking and feeling resentful about going. Also trying to get my own career stuff moving.
At the same time I fee we need a get away to rekindle our relationship that has been something Ive been processing for the past 3 months. Been a little distant.
To add to it, Ill be visiting a city where which I was emotionally abused and has many memories.
Thoughts- to go or not to go. ??