I've always disliked Father's Day. Now more than ever. Tomorrow I'm going to think of my real father and that is God. I see my real father as God because God is love. The other person my biological father. I screen my calls a lot. At least when I confronted him he was honest and I know the truth. I can't heal until I know what happened. I finally remember and get flashbacks but now I understand myself a lot better. Is Father's day hard for some of you too?