Last April I suffered TBI, now nearly a year on and I cannot control my anger and I have developed some sort of form of OCD. My personality has completely changed and I’m struggling to come to terms with the new me. If my friends or family try to share my drink or the same spoon as me for example, I get so so so angry I could slap them and scream. It disgusts me. This sort of stuff never used to bother me at all. I just want to be alone in my own clean home with no one else’s mess but my own. If my boyfriend stays round mine for the night, in the morning I want him to leave straight away so I can be alone and put clean bed sheets on cos I feel like he’s made it dirty even though he had a shower the night before. I get angry at him a lot cos he doesn’t do things the way I’m used to like tidying up etc. He did washing up and even though he did it good, I had to redo it again because it still looks dirty to me. Him and my family have been so patient and amazing with me so I feel terrible for feeling this way. It’s putting me off him and also my friends and family, just makes me feel sick. Everyone seems dirty. The only 2 people that I don’t feel like this with is my mum and dad. I know it’s strange and I know I’m probably going to end up upsetting people but I can’t help it. I don’t want to be disgusted by my friends or boyfriend! I need help!!