I had a night out. She punished me. I know I need to move out but I don't know where and don't want to be lonely when I get there.
It's getting colder now and I don't feel,I can do the teaching English jobs I've been applying for. China was easy for that but living there is too much for me.
Guess I'll need those antidepressants.
I think and am pretty sure there are mental health problems in this family but when I have talked about it makes them worse and as very damaging for me.