I don't know what I'm after here really, just a chance to talk I guess.
I had encephalitis 18 months ago and am back to relatively normal life. On the surface anyway. I have been left with a long list of hidden things, mainly memory loss and chronic fatigue.
I'm struggling at work. I went back to my previous job and I've battled on for a year now but I'm sinking. I can't keep my head afloat much longer. I'm trying to look for something else and can write brilliant job applications when I have time to focus on them but when I go for interviews I just fall apart. I can't think on the spot like that anymore. I might as well not bother turning up for all the good it does me. It doesn't matter how much preparation I do before hand. But if that's how my brain functions now (or doesn't function which may be more accurate), what am I supposed to do?
I'm starting to get really depressed with it all and just can't see a way out.
Anyone have any tips or advice?