Just to remind you all, I'm stage 4 lung cancer non small cell who just started Opdivo. Couldn't have surgery so have been treated with radiation/chemo, tried targeted medication but bad side effects so was pulled off. Radiation and chemotherapy worked for a few months but in October 2017 Dr. said cancer was progressing (I also read scans so saw what he was telling me). I don't want any more chemo due to bad chemo fog. So after lengthy process, right before doctor retired in late December he got Opdivo approved. However due to pass treatment, my right lung is basically kaput. I've also have brain cancer which right now is ok just scar tissue (the doctor thinks). But have to have scan every two months to confirm not new ones and it is just scar tissue. In October doctor told me if Opdivo works it could extend my life a couple years. If not maybe I got a year. Here is my current dilemma. Got call last night from best girlfriend. She just got email from the Ellen Show in LA (I live in Omaha Nebraska). This outing was on our bucket list before I got cancer. She was so excited. Let's go, she said. We can fly to Las Vegas first then to LA. The trip will be in May. My husband overheard conversation and also got excited. He said tell her Yes you will go for she needed to email the Ellen Show back right away. So I said well depending upon what my doctor says, ok I guess. What was I suppose to do? But what happened is crazy. I can't even stand for 10 minutes on my feet without needing to sit down. I currently spend my life reading or watching TV. I sleep in a recliner for I can't breathe good laying flat. I don't know how I will be feeling in May. I have learned to live one day at a time. I don't even think about a future anymore. What should I do? What do I do when she wants to book airline tickets? Help .Thanks.