I know it has been awhile since I have been on here. I've been doing ok, but still coping with the loss of my dad. Some days are harder than others.. and I miss him more than I could ever explain- but I know he is always with me. I still pray for all of you on here, and want to remind you to stay strong! You are all warriors in my eyes. Watching what my dad went though was so hard...but I can't imagine the pain he felt. Remember, every person is different, every case is different and every cancer is different. Take care of yourself. Stay strong, don't lose hope and pray. It's always in Gods hands. You can do this!