I am feeling better finally throat is getting back to normal. I am having my much anticipated meal Saturday night . I never thought I would ever be so excited about a meal , but when you lose the ability to taste food and the ability to swallow it really takes a lot of life's enjoyment off the table. Especially when all that is combined with the other pain and sickness associated with chemo and radiation. Anyway my special meal is going to be porterhouse steak at longhorns, with potato, salad, and lots of that wheat bread they have. The next thing I have to do before I celebrate too much is my scans. I was suppose to do them this week but my wife had a really bad gallbladder attack and has been in hospital for past 5 days . So I put my scans off til next week, I'm really nervous about what will find. I'm trying to stay positive but I catch myself looking for symptoms and losing my positive attitude sometimes. Thanks everyone for being here and lending your thoughts and support.
Best wishes to all,