i am really getting low, pain never ends never stops constant ive tried to treat it has its not there but i feel it every minute of every day! i am 25 now diagnosed at 24! we (hubby and i) just started trying 4 kids had my 3rd miscarriage then now all this so weak need to srink thro a straw cannot pick up most cups or use child sippy cups. i cannot walk far at all unaided need my stick/zimmer indoors and wheelchair or my ne scooter - had to get 3 wheel one could not move the bigger heavier ones. i cannot bathe/dress/cook i have assistance with all. why us lot? from chating to people on here all seem lovely and it is annoying why its hit us all! why?! what have we got in common expect fibro! must be a common theme!
i really am struggling feels like i am moarning the loss of the old me who worked 48 hr weeks most weeks and worked 12hr shifts helping others in a senior role. sound silly dont i!?!
al i want is to be normal not keep getting weak positive resuts for upis ANDAD bllod test and markers for imflamed areas in body. some days i am in bed all day not necc sleeping but unable to move in so much discomfort/pain other days so tired sleep for 2/3 days only waking for toilet and food/drink.
i sound silly theres people dying and i am moaning but some days i wish i were dying least i know it were ending.
love from an exhausted pain ridden weak 25 yr old kez x v gentle hugs x