morning all or is it .went to docs yesterday as she sees me every month , due to my circunstances trying still to get a grant from soical ,worried about xmas , my fibro playing up ,depression hit me hard even on extra tablets now , had total meltdown in docs ,really upset ,crying, not sleeping or eating , cant sleep , still cant get help from anywere , luckly she understtood me and refering me to mental health team . .
im appealing for my grant .feeling down again today ,didnt help when there was a dozen lads drinking and shouting till 3 am this morning oppasit at the flats .
dad picked me a wardrobe up from freecyle yesterday its old but who cares , ,
my heart not in to xmas this year what so ever , just the way i feel at the moment ,be glad when this year has gone ,
my doc asked if i had a holiday with my youngest lad you must be joking cant afford it .nearist i get a day away with boyfrind on a bussness trip .
sorry for going on but thats how i feel today ,
all have a good day if possible gentle hugs x