Howling my eyes out this evening. My first big flare...I feel helpless and guilty. I'm in so much pain...everything mid back below and shoulders. I'm worried that il never get over this flare. Keep trying to push through it but its not working even though I'm trying to be mobile.
My restless legs seem worse and I'm so anxious about when il get back o work and what people must think. I'm anxious that I'm ruining my husbands life.
Sorry for the misery but I feel safe here. All but one friend pretty much think I'm a whiner ( glad they aren't reading this then lol) and my mum thinks I'm not trying hard enough to just 'get moving and back in the swing'.