I am feeling so down a depressed this last week, today more than ever (that's mainly due to having 2 hours sleep last night!)
I started back to work, college and my volunteer work last week and spent the whole week exhausted, in pain and generally miserable. Something has now got to give and it seems like it will be college I am so angry the fibro has caused all this as I worked my butt off last year to get good grades and this was my last year. I had everything planned out in my head for uni and jobs and timescales but I physically am unable to cope with so much anymore.
My tutor also thinks it would be best for me to take some time out and has said she will make sure I have a place next year which is good.
I just hate the fact that fibro is taking over every part of my life and ruining it bit by bit
From a very fed up Holly!