well I saw my GP today.She was quite worried as BP has gone really high again.She upped my meds again and I have to go back in a week.I told her that I have been in a lot of pain this week and could this have been part of the problem? She said maybe and has upped my cocodamol to 30/500.She said that she has a few more things she can try if these don't work but if nothing works I will have to go in to hospital.
This afternoon I went for my first counselling appointment.The lady was really nice and I think It will be beneficial and help me to put things into perspective,adjust to being 'disabled' and find a direction..
I feel a little better about things although a bit worried about my blood pressure as I really don't want to end up in hospital again.I totally forgot to discuss the rest of the things on my list,including a new sick note ! I have to go back next Wednesday so it's OK.Oh,and I was going to write the counselling appointments in my diary but she said she'd write it on an appointment sheet for me.She wrote them all down ,gave me the list and I promptly lost them Doh!