Last wk i had a busy week and Friday i suffered but still went on to run work as always (was hard) i just wanted to lay in my bed and i did not want to really conversate and i felt so miserable in how i looked and came across the best i tried to smile which at moment is an issue as my face jaw seems to be so uncomfortable.
My daughters ex football has folded after all the hard work put into it the 2 seasons there and how far they came, so we had find another team.
she had a training session on Wednesday evening got home after 8pm so was very tired.
Friday i sufferd and then saturday we had to go buy her a new kit and boots as was a massive Gala Even in Ilkley Ben Rhydding just incase anyone knows it. you heard of speed dating this is like speed football lol playing differnt teams in short times (We came 3rd) and 2 teams played were age group above and the best teams too, so we were well pleased.
on the Saturday by teatime/eveing i was so out of sorts i was all over every turn i losing balance and thought noo way i have a long day Sunday! so i took my walking stick for the 1st time and what an amazing little piece of equiptment that is for getting about and taking some weight off the neck and back and legs and so idid not look like i had had a drinking session lol even though utterly sober!! I never use my stick as i admit i feel it is for those who are more disabled and elderly (that seems stereo typing) i apologise but at 43 and supposedly looking healthy .. i felt comfortable and did not feel i was being watched so this is maybe a thing of the future and not to feel ashamed or embarased by it either. I usually only in and out of my car and in out of houses and supermarkets there is trolleys to lean on. but thought NOOO forget it use it!! what a great help and what a great day we had too. I took today off running around and relaxed at home .