I'm really struggling with so much agonising pain all over at the moment - but it's when I get it from my hips to my ankles so suddenly, with a burning, searing and intense pain that causes me to let out a blood curdling scream and leaves me weeping for hours with no respite from the pain - that's when enough IS ENOUGH! In fact - It's more than a bloody enough! I just feel so despairing and useless. I've noticed my legs getting these "attacks" more and more - and I'm going out less and less now - even to get a loaf of bread is too much of a chore these days - and I cannot help but ask myself - "What's the point?" - You all know what I mean - I feel at times there is no purpose to my life anymore - even with my daughter and her husband and their beautiful 8 month old boy - my thoughts always stray to darker thoughts - which then makes me wonder if my antidepressants need to be upped - though my GP swears I'm fine on the dose I'm on - I'm not so sure. Ahhh well, I'd best not dwell tonight or my mind will not switch of again tonight.
Sorry all you lovely Fibromites - I needed to let off steam.
Time for a quick shower and hit the sack.
Goodnight, sweet, gentle hugs - may you all slumber soundly and your aches and pains be mild ones.
Love to one and all,