I know I sound like a Debbie downer. But I’m so fed up. I feel like I’m existing not living. With m.e and cfs, spondylitis, Reynolds disease, aswell as my fibromyalgia....I’m almost bed bound. I do wool felting as a hobby when possible. That’s it.
My social life is zero. I’m down to one friend who I hardly see. My family never really visit with problems of their own.
I try not to get down. But I really really can’t help it. I don’t like moaning to my hubby cause he has enough to deal with working and then having to deal with me.
My daughter is my carer. She’s just lovely. But I don’t like to burden her either. She has given up a lot to care for me. I feel bad enough. Without being negative. I’m just tired of saying I’m ok 😢x