I completely understand what your saying. I try to keep strong. My 2 wonderful daughters understand how I'm feeling but my husband even though he is fantastic sometimes gets frustrated and doesn't seem to grasp how hard fibr o is for us sufferers. I get a bit frustrated with him and yesterday was a prime example. He had been moaning that the driveway needed weeding. He asked my daughters boyfriend if he could do it but as teenagers it didn't happen. So because I felt like I was having a good day i would do it to stop the moaning. Luckily we have a low walk around driveway so I could sit down for most of it. But as we all know come about 3 yesterday afternoon i was paying for doing it. He then had a moan because I was just say and resting. Don't get me wrong he is great and is working 6 says aweek. I try to do as much as I can and (try to keep strong) but it was a very rough weekend. Sorry for the long post but I know I can have a moan on here and only you lovely guys can see it.