thanks to all who have spoke to me its great to know that you are there for me to moan and groan to. I have got 4 brilliant children who are always around to help but don't like moaning to them to much even thought they don't mind. I have a great sister and she is my best friend. I have managed to get an appointment on ewed this week with a better doctor and hope he can help. thanks to all who listen and hope you all feel a bit better too.