who put that brick wall there......

[bean]

I've hit a brick wall mentally and physically.....i was doing so well...even thought i might try to go back to work....then out of the blue....enjoying a lovely day this wall just appeared....

got no zest for life just wants to stay in bed....nothing seems to put a smile on my face....

why is this a evil illness....its like it hates you having control...which i felt i had....haven't felt this low for a long time...even the kids can't lift my spirits....

but i do thank my wonderful hubby who puts up with my mood swings....

sorry for being self centred but i hate my life...when i feel like this....

[Hidden]

it's horrible isn't it ?

I've become increasingly depressed over the last few weeks to the point where even getting out of bed is an uphill struggle.

It is evil because it steals your life away , even during the good times you're wondering when it's going to come back and bite you on the bum !

The only good thing that's come out of it for me is that I've made some really good friends from here and I wouldn't know them if it wasn't for the Fibro

Hugs for you.

xx

[bean in reply to Hidden]

i haven't been for awhile....as i been good then am back to square one....i just lock myself away from everyone....

it is nice to know that their are people out there who knows what your going through and don't judge you....

this weather not helping...where the sun....

thanks for the hugs and a hugs back to you....xxx

[saloudav]

Hi there,

Dont think yourself as self centered, we all get to the stage where we cant move past the brick wall and end up stuck. I felt the same for a wee while but I posted on here the other day and it helped just knowing there were people on here who were there for me. Know you are not alone and that it will pass. Sometimes you need to allow yourself to have a day or two to get yourself together and then get back to fighting the mental and physcial crap that we have to deal with on a daily basis. It is good that your hubby is understanding, it does help a lot. Give yourself some time and let yourself feel. Maybe watch a rom com? I did that yesterday after I spent the day crying a lot and it made me laugh and brightened me up a bit. I really hope you will feel better babe, it is a horrible place to be in when we feel like this but just know you have people here who care and you are not a lone.

Hugs

Sarah x

[theshadow]

hi bean

I hope it helps you to know you are not alone in feeling like this, & it often comes out of the blue!

The fact that we all have been there & come out the other side eventualy, the fact that we all care about each other on here, & the fact that we can write our true feelings on here helps so much.

Hope you get your head together soon, & feel better.

gentle hugs xx