To new beginnings 😘

Hello.

My first period since my miscarriage has arrived exactly on day 28 as it's meant to.

I found this hugely reassuring that my hormones are all working well together 😀

I only describe it as like a death of someone close and there is that difficult and weird time between their death and funeral and that's how I've felt since I had my miscarriage confirmed on 11th August.

But it's time to stop looking back and start embracing the future.

I will never forget the loss but I will learn to live with it.

My endometriosis has been treated and we know now we can conceive- there was always such ? Over it.

I have clear blue ovulation sticks at the ready and we are super excited to start again!

I will be buying a bulk packet of clear blue Pregnancy tests and I will start testing from 9 days after ovulation- I have been prescribed progesterone pessaries and Prednisone to take from the positive test to 12 weeks. I need to get these inside me ASAP- I want the next baby to have a better chance and I felt guilty about the last one not testing soon enough and wondered if that would've made difference but I have to let go out of the guilt and make sure next time there is no regrets. The good thing is I have both these items in my medicine cabinet.

Back to craziness of trying again!

I can't wait. Bring it on😍

My thoughts to all of you that suffered losses/ failed treatment and I hope you can find peace. Or strength to start over again. 💔💓To those who have had success I wish you the very best with your pregnancies. 💗💗💗

[Poppy16]

Really trusting you get pregnant again soon Jess. You deserve for this to happen and for all to work out. Was devastated to hear of your loss and so sad. Here is to some good news for you and your husband. Xo

[Hidden in reply to Poppy16]

Thank you poppy and i really look forward to hearing good news from you this journey is difficult but we are strong and will we push through it 😘xoxo

[pm27]

Hi jess1981. I'm glad that you're feeling reassured about your period arriving. Hopefully you'll soon get that BFP and longed for baby.

[Hidden]

Thank you so much that's really kind. Hope you're ok xoxo

[romaluna2015]

Keep going Jess don't give up.

[Hidden in reply to romaluna2015]

Thank you . I'm not lovely. I can't wait to start trying again! And we have much more confidence that we can fall naturally 😍

I hope your pregnancy is going well xoxo

[romaluna2015 in reply to Hidden]

I have another scan on Friday before I go away on holiday on Saturday . Hope your ok x

[LG10]

Haven't been on in a while Jess but been thinking about you. Hope you are well xx

[Hidden]

Thank you.

I'm a bit stressed out because I haven't detected my LH surge so think I'll be out this month 😑

Anyway how are you ? xoxo