My first period since my miscarriage has arrived exactly on day 28 as it's meant to.
I found this hugely reassuring that my hormones are all working well together 😀
I only describe it as like a death of someone close and there is that difficult and weird time between their death and funeral and that's how I've felt since I had my miscarriage confirmed on 11th August.
But it's time to stop looking back and start embracing the future.
I will never forget the loss but I will learn to live with it.
My endometriosis has been treated and we know now we can conceive- there was always such ? Over it.
I have clear blue ovulation sticks at the ready and we are super excited to start again!
I will be buying a bulk packet of clear blue Pregnancy tests and I will start testing from 9 days after ovulation- I have been prescribed progesterone pessaries and Prednisone to take from the positive test to 12 weeks. I need to get these inside me ASAP- I want the next baby to have a better chance and I felt guilty about the last one not testing soon enough and wondered if that would've made difference but I have to let go out of the guilt and make sure next time there is no regrets. The good thing is I have both these items in my medicine cabinet.
Back to craziness of trying again!
I can't wait. Bring it on😍
My thoughts to all of you that suffered losses/ failed treatment and I hope you can find peace. Or strength to start over again. 💔💓To those who have had success I wish you the very best with your pregnancies. 💗💗💗