Ovum pregnancy

[Igiveup29]

I was diagnosed with endometriosis not long ago but I later found out I was pregnant, I was so shocked I was pregnant and worried what might happen I couldn't get excited or let my partner at the time. I don't know if it was because I knew what would happen next... I woke up one day with excruciating pain in my abdomen and they thought I had an ectopic pregnancy, it wasn't. When I had my scan my scan was empty, for ages I thought and felt pregnant to look at the screen to see nothing; an ovum pregnancy, it broke me physically and mentally. It happened a year ago and I can't get over it and knowing now I will probably not get pregnant again, it's killing me. My partner broke up with me not (not because of that) many reasons but I became so angry and emotional after that it probably didn't help. So the chances of me having kids got even slimmer, and thought of hearing about him having kids kills me inside. I dunno what to do.