So anxious

Well tomorrow at 1pm is the viability scan and I'm anxious as hell thinking of every scenario and scared. I had some more spotting on Sunday and Monday a dark brown and a fullness in my pelvic region wasn't sure if bloating or something more anyhow it settled and touch wood and anything else of luck it's settled. I've convinced myself my period hasn't come due to the steroids, pessaries, patches and heparin injections I'm on as I don't feel pregnant despite my hcg last week coming back good (stupidly I didn't ask the result although that would have been something else to google and agonise over!) I've had dizziness, peeing a lot but drinking a lot , thirst, bloating but nothing else no sickness or sore boobs so that worries me! Everyone around you says chill out relax distract yourself but it's so hard to do when your world revolves around having that little miracle. Sorry for the long winded post i am just anxious tonight. Sending everyone baby dust

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  • Ooooh how exciting!!!!!! And terrifying!!!!!!

    Can't wait till you post tomorrow with your bean picture and a big yaaaaaaaay

    Praying all is well honeyπŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•πŸ’•

  • Thanks so much miracle believer let's hope it's our time and yours!! Xx πŸ’žπŸ™πŸ»πŸ™πŸ»

  • All the best for your scan today. It's totally normal and understandable to be anxious but really hope it is good news for you.

  • Hi randall55 .i know how u feel with all those worry . I had IVF over year ago BPN ...and now we got it and is so hard to believe . With hubby we feel like more then win lottery ☺️ We love the feeling but when I was on my 2ww i didn't have much symptoms . On day 6/7 I had spotting pink and brown only when I wipe...few small cramps and this like period pain . Was moment that I give up thinking no symptoms meaning it didn't work . When I wake up On my test day i wake up with this strong period pain ...I though is over then I dip two test left on table lay down on sofa when my hubby was looking on it ...2min after he bend over me kissing me ...we hug and I cry and cry and he had tears in his eyes . That was the best moment in us life . Since then I got cramps but no everyday boobs hurting that effecting my sleeping ..I pee more often and that waking me up few time at night but every time I pee I feel this very small period pain for couple min and is gone . Last night I had really bad night this period pain was quie strong was a moment that I though I'm gonna have a period ...I didn't and feeling much better now ☺️ I never been sick like u Hun . I don't know if feeling good in general is bad thing .... Please update me how your scan went I wish u Hun to see your little one and see your picture of little bean xxπŸ™πŸ™πŸ™πŸ™πŸ€πŸ€πŸ€πŸ€

  • Ladies we are over joyed! We seen our little heart BEATS!! Yes it's twins!! Still can't quite believe it, still in shock Hubbie and me were in tears of joy shock and amazement!! Thank you to you all for all your reassurances and support in sure I will continue to need the hand holding!! πŸ™πŸ»πŸ˜³πŸ˜³πŸ˜ sending baby dust to you all xx

  • Oh my goodness, what a surprise! Congratulations!! Xx

  • Omg Hun that so amazing news πŸ˜ƒπŸ˜ƒI'm so so happy for u πŸ˜ƒπŸ˜ƒπŸ˜ƒ congratulation to u and your hubby xxx

  • Lovely news congratulations xx

  • Thanks everyone we are in total shock! They are non identical have their own sac etc so hopefully that reduces risks! Xx

  • Fantastic πŸ‘πŸ™β€οΈ Xxx