A BFN for me 😪

[HollieW]

The title says it all sadly. Lots of "symptoms" but I had some spotting yesterday and that is not usual for me so suspected all was not well.

I'm gutted of course but the fact I have a beautiful daughter definitely makes me feel even more grateful for what I have.

I'm going to take a bit of time out now and really look after myself. I had reflexology last time which I couldn't have this time due to lockdown so I will definitely wait until I can have that again. I still have 2 frosties left so I will try again in the not too distant future.

In the meantime I am going to finish work a bit earlier and have a large glass of wine as my husband is picking our daughter up from nursery.

Wishing all of those still on their tww the very best. IVF is so hard but oh my goodness is it worth it when it works xx

[Lovemylion]

Aw. Sorry to hear about your BFN Hollie. It is so hard, glad you've got your daughter to cheer you up....as well as a big glass of wine. Big hugs. Xxx

[HollieW in reply to Lovemylion]

Thank you lovely x

[Catlady12345]

Ah I’m so sorry Hollie, always so upsetting but keep smiling and focusing on your next embryo. Enjoy your wine and look after yourself this weekend xx

[HollieW in reply to Catlady12345]

Thank you for your kind words. I hope all goes well for you Sunday 🤞 xx

[Jess1981]

Oh no holly I'm so sorry to hear this 🥲 I was wondering how you got on how bloody heartbreaking for you. The journey is tough and do take a break. You will come back fighting 👊🏻 Children are amazing they really keep going through any difficulties. 🙂 enjoy a nice glass of wine very deserved I think I'll be joining you soon I reckon my period is on its way. You take care of yourself and we will be here when you are ready again Xx

[HollieW in reply to Jess1981]

Thank you for your lovely words. It is so hard and wish it was easier but I will be back and will pick myself back up and try again. I hope you do get your BFP 🤞 xx

[Gemz29]

So sorry to hear this, please never give up no matter what, you will get there. Take care & if you want to read my story it may help in some way 🤞🏻 xx

[HollieW in reply to Gemz29]

Thank you and I will read your story xx

[Gemz29 in reply to HollieW]

I was on ovulation induction, low amh, lining issues, progesterone to try sustain a pregnancy... even been told half way through this month to stop all medication but I got there. A miracle but I did x

[HollieW in reply to Gemz29]

Oh wow. Perseverance paid off! Congratulations on your BFP and wishing you a healthy pregnancy xx

[Gemz29 in reply to HollieW]

Honestly this month has been so hard but if I can turn around my lining going from 7.7 then after ovulation to 5.6 & being completely ruled out to this u can do this. That’s all I kept telling myself x

[Cinderella5]

Awww sorry to hear that Hollie!!😕 Massive hugs.xx

[HollieW in reply to Cinderella5]

Thank you. The BFN's are always a kick in the gut! Glad to hear you are doing well - not long until your babies will be here xx

[Cinderella5 in reply to HollieW]

They certainly are Hollie, doesnt get any easier!! Thank you, yes the count down is on!xx

[HollieW in reply to Cinderella5]

It really doesn't. I have just removed Instagram as I can't cope with what seems like lots of pregnant women! Your last trimester seems to last forever and go so quickly at the same time xx

[XOXO13]

So sorry 💔 a large glass of wine sounds enjoyable and needed.. big hugs xxx

[HollieW in reply to XOXO13]

Thank you. A glass of wine has definitely been had! X

[Patches86]

I’m so sorry! 💔 huge hugs x

[HollieW in reply to Patches86]

Thank you xx

[Casper_]

I am sorry Hollie, sending you lots of love. Don't give up x

[HollieW in reply to Casper_]

Thank you. Have you had the outcome of your tww yet? Xx

[Casper_ in reply to HollieW]

I tested early on day 9 and it was positive, but my OTD is tomorrow, so still very early. Thank you for asking x

[HollieW in reply to Casper_]

Ah congratulations! Hope all goes well on OTD xx