Just been for our official viability scan today. Sadly the baby has barely grown since the scan we had a week ago, and has a very sluggish heartbeat. I should be 7+4 but baby is measuring 6+1. I asked her for her honest opinion and she said it’s most likely going to end in a miscarriage. Unfortunately there is no way to know when this will happen, could be days or even weeks. For now we just wait. Got a scan in a week’s time.
I’m still clinging desperately to the fact my tiny baby’s heart is still beating but I feel like I have a tiny ticking time bomb inside of me. I just want to curl up and go to sleep until this is all over.
4 embryo transfers, first one stuck. Lost my daughter at 23 weeks last March. 2 failed FETs. Natural pregnancy ended in miscarriage at 6 weeks. Then this, our last frostie almost certainly another miscarriage. I’m not sure if I can go through more of this. I want to tell my husband to go find someone who can actually carry his baby to term and make him the father he deserves to be.