FET on Friday - why don't I feel excited?

Morning

We have our FET on Friday morning after a failed fresh cycle and cancelled FET last year. I can't believe we have got to this stage and I know we are very lucky to have got this far, so why don't I feel happy and excited? The moment I wake up I instantly get a feeling of dread/panic - you know that horrible feeling in the pit of your stomach? I don't know if it's the hormones or even a bit of self preservation but I could honestly just hide away in bed all day.....

[E_05]

I think some of it is down to self protection, last year I continually had my FET abandoned and I almost began to accept that it would never happen so when it finally came round I think I was still in a bit of disbelief.

Wishing you lots of luck Friday, don’t put pressure on yourself for how you should or shouldn’t feel xx

[Hidden in reply to E_05]

Thank you, I think you're right. I didn't think I would get this far let alone to transfer day.

I hope you're enjoying pregnancy and you and bump are doing well.

xxx