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Ding ding! Round 2...fight!!๐Ÿคž๐Ÿ‘Š๐Ÿ’•

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Well it's finally here. Round 2 here we go ๐Ÿ™ƒ just been to the clinic to pick up my injections for our 2nd round on short protocol. I have been an absolute mess as i had to lose 6kgs before our last publicly funded round. I've worked so hard...been eating not alot and very healthy have not had ONE treat in weeks! Walking 4km everyday and just yeah its been tough. But it's paid off and I JUST weighed in ok. Phew.

So i dont know how im feeling. I think im feeling every emotion possible...happy, scared, excited, sad you name it. This is it for us, this is our last funded round and we simply do not have the money to fund another round. So there is so much riding on this. I remember our first round in April how excited I was, as I very naively didn't think of it not working and didn't fully realise the impact that the BFN would have on me both physically and emotionally. It changed me. I want this so bad. I feel like I've just been sitting in limbo waiting for this 2nd chance. So thats if this doesn't work...i can try and move on if that's even possible. I don't know. I just hope and pray this will happen for us because thinking of me being motherless in this life...

Anyhoo I need to put my positive panties on dont i!! 1st injection starts tonight! Here we go again on this wonderful ivf rollercoaster ๐Ÿ™ƒ๐Ÿ˜•๐Ÿ˜œ๐Ÿ˜ฃ๐Ÿ˜Ÿ๐Ÿ™ƒ๐Ÿ˜˜

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Lovefood1984

All the best for your cycle x

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Niki_B in reply to Lovefood1984

Thank you so much xx

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Kari55

Good luck, Iโ€™m starting 2nd round soon too x

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Niki_B in reply to Kari55

Thanks hun. When do you start? Are you on long or short protocol? Xx

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Kari55 in reply to Niki_B

Iโ€™m finishing Norethisterone today and will wait for my period to come and I guess after a few days will Start injections. Iโ€™m on short protocol this time. Do you know when you will be starting? Xx

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Niki_B in reply to Kari55

Oh I don't know what norethisterone is? Yes I start tonight first injection in about 20mins! I'm in New Zealand so its just after 7pm ๐Ÿ˜Š xx

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Kari55 in reply to Niki_B

I will probably start in a week. I think the Norethisterone was to help me to build up endometrium for the scratch and to have a good period before the cycle, but canโ€™t say Iโ€™m entirely sure! Good luck with your first injection! X

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Niki_B in reply to Kari55

Oh ok I've never heard of that. Gosh I am having the a goodie of a period this month's geez! Day 2 and it has been horrible don't know how many Panadol and ibuprofen I've had! Well I look forward to your updates! Thanks I just did it, they don't bother me really especially the gonal f it's so easy using the pen type thing, it's the orgalutran that stings a bit but yep all good just hope I don't get those headaches like last time ๐Ÿ˜ฃ xx

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Kari55 in reply to Niki_B

Fingers crossed all goes smoothly for you. Will be following your updates too ๐Ÿ˜Š XX

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Niki_B in reply to Kari55

Thanks hun I'll be following yours too ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜

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Tugsgirl

Wishing you luck. We all know that feeling.. xx

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Niki_B in reply to Tugsgirl

Thanks so much hun. Yes it's such a roller coaster isn't it, sorry again about your recent BFN ๐Ÿ˜“ hope you are doing ok xx

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Tugsgirl in reply to Niki_B

Not too bad all things considered xx

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Niki_B in reply to Tugsgirl

You are so strong xxx

Well done on the weight loss ๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿป all the best with this cycle truly hope itโ€™s your time ๐Ÿฃโค๏ธโœจ xoxo

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Niki_B in reply to

Thanks so much Jess! Oh gosh me too! ๐Ÿ™ˆ xx

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Melissa11

Good luck to you fingers x you get your BFP. ๐Ÿ’•

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Niki_B in reply to Melissa11

Thank you hun ๐Ÿคžxx

Hope your second cycle goes well and you get a positive x

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Niki_B in reply to

Thanks so much hun xx

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Cinderella5

Well done on losing the weight, that's a task in itself! Wishing you so much luck for this cycle!xx

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Niki_B in reply to Cinderella5

Thanks hun, oh gosh tell me about I've been such a grumpy b$%#h! Lol. I love food and yeah it's been hard, but I'm going to stick to it as I feel alot better cutting out all the junk I'm just not going to be so strict...its been weeks since I had even a potatoe! ..im having a potato tonight ๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿ˜˜ xxx

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Cinderella5 in reply to Niki_B

Totally with you on that one, I love food too and have been trying to be good. I even joined a gym which is unheard of for me! Ha ha ha Enjoy that potato, you've done great!xx

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Niki_B in reply to Cinderella5

Oh gosh I did a gym once for 6 months...yeah it's so not me. I love my long walks gets rid of anxiety and it's so beautiful here in nz especially with spring just arriving ๐Ÿ˜ but good on you for joining the gym that's awesome! Are you gearing up for another round soon or having a wee break? Xx

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Cinderella5 in reply to Niki_B

Im hoping to get going on my next cycle....if AF for this one ever appears.....its gone AWOL, on day 36 now! Blooming typical! We live in a lovely part of scotland for walking, if I could ever drag my husbands backside off the couch! Ha ha ha xx

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Niki_B in reply to Cinderella5

Bloody aunty flow! (No pun intended ๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿคฃ) last ivf when I wanted af to turn up she was 2 weeks late....this time I wanted her to be late cause I was scared about my weight...and bang on time she was!! Oh wow Scotland you must have the best accent! ๐Ÿ˜ oh tell me about it my OH does no walking with me or any exercise too busy with his head under a bonnet (mechanic) lazy sod! ๐Ÿ˜‚ xx

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Cinderella5 in reply to Niki_B

Oh honestly, AF is just around to pee us all off it would seem!! Well Im not sure about the best accent....certainly a lot different to yours!! Ha ha ha Damn husbands, we've got to do all the hard work!!xx

The very best of luck darling. Sending you all the baby dust x

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Niki_B in reply to

Oh thank you hun! Yes please shower me in the dust!! ๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜

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Babyjoshua

Best of luck on ur second try I believe that this time around u will get ur bfp.๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™

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Niki_B in reply to Babyjoshua

Thank you I'm trying so hard to stay positive! ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜

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LegoBatgirl

Best of luck with your treatment x

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Niki_B in reply to LegoBatgirl

Thanks so much hun xx

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