painful heavy period is a real kicker isn't it. I was so hopeful after the lap & dye things would work, sort of reset it all flush out.
I find it difficult to post on here most of the time, although I want to. I do feel comforted reading the posts and responses, as you are such an encouraging bunch. I would feel completely alone in this if it weren't for you guys sharing.
I'm going through a really dark patch. It just hurts so much I don't know what to do with myself, I am doing things to combat it for an hour here or there with activities, cooking, exercise etc so I am trying to take care of my self.
I have felt so bad this weekend, the thoughts in my head have been along the lines of I don't actually know if I want this anymore, getting pregnant I mean, the pain associated to it is so unbearable and has taken over.
I've just started therapy so i am trying to deal with it, as I want my life back.