Massive melt down yesterday...

[AlexHoBo]

Hi Ladies,

as the title says, massive meltdown yesterday. (Warning, long ranting post)

Was due to have a natural FET this month, but it all went wrong. Started with a light brown periods , follicles slow to show up, they finally saw one on last Thursday's scan but wondered if it was a cyst... but positive ovulation test on Friday evening (day 11/12).

New scan yesterday morning, lining was fine, but they couldn't see the corpus Luteum so they were initially not so sure.

Then they asked if I was sure if I ovulated, to which I said I can only tell you what I see on the test !!!! so they said ok, lets book transfer.... obviously I questioned it (because I always ask too many questions...) and then they advised to wait if we were not 100% sure and too much stress involved.... WTH....

Needless to say, I was in bits, blaming myself for asking too many questions as it was probably fine to go ahead and now have to wait for a medicated cycle.....

We re going on holiday mid-july, fed up of cancelling holidays all the time so we'll wait after that.... (and on top of it need to pay a cancellation fee to be able to still be funded for 2 FET) .

That's that - sorry I just had to let it out

Good luck to all on this very exhausting journey xxx

[Tugsgirl]

It is exhausting. To be honest it’s crap. I really feel for you. All you want to do is get on with it. I get that. Maybe it’s worked out this way for a reason.. time will tell. Enjoy your holiday and good luck for next time xx

[AlexHoBo in reply to Tugsgirl]

Thanks Tugsgirl 🙏🏻

I just didn’t like the fact that they couldn’t be straightforward with me, and the whole Yes / No made me even more anxious.... lets see how the summer rolls out 😒

Wishing you all the best with your cycle abroad xx

[Autumnmoon]

So frustrating and upsetting try to enjoy your holiday and come back refreshed all the best wishes sent to you x

[Cinderella5]

Very frustrating for you indeed! It horrible when you're geared up for something to have it all cancelled. I think a holiday is a great idea! I did exactly the same thing, sick of not planning anything and thoroughly enjoyed getting away!! Hope you get away somewhere nice for some much needed relaxation!xx

[Lisaworthy1981]

Keep smiling....we’re both not having much luck!! We’ll get there in the end xx

[AlexHoBo in reply to Lisaworthy1981]

You re right. Frustrating though!!! Xx

[Lisaworthy1981 in reply to AlexHoBo]

So frustrating!! Xx