Tomorrow is my first scan on the road to having a Natural FET. I have been getting very nervous now about this next stage, mainly that it will result in pregnancy and it’ll end the same way as the last one 🙁
I know I have to do this in order to get what I want so badly, just feels so much is resting on this and trying to stay calm but I’m already going down the “what if’s” route and feeling that it won’t ever work out for us. I try to squash that feeling down as much as possible as I know positivity is the way forward. I have lots of that too, but approaching 35 now and that nagging feeling is ever there...
I also haven’t been able to see my sister in law for a few months. I know she will look so much more pregnant now and somehow I’ve avoided seeing her!
Not really a post asking for advice or anything, just felt I needed to write this down somewhere. Maybe you can relate?
Another thing, I gave up caffeine months ago and have limited alcohol and have noticed a massive change in pain and heaviness of my period, so really thinking there is something in that too.
Have a great afternoon all!