Tomorrow is what should have been my EDD for Bb, who we lost at 10 weeks in September. As with Mini Babba in November, we’re marking the occasion with the release of a balloon, this time a silver one. I was holding up ok until I walked out of the shop with my balloon today and then it hit me, we’re not going to come home with our baby, instead we have a balloon. I just felt so sad at this thought.
To all the ladies with broken hearts on this journey, you are not alone. I feel your pain. I feel your loss.