Took a test and it was a bfn, 9dpo

Why do I do it to myself! Every month I symptom spot, I spend the whole 2 weeks in an irritated state and then take a test early. Really I should wait till I miss AF, but since my MC in Dec (when I did get a positive at 9dpo) I just feel even more desperate to fall. Please tell me others feel the same? 🙄

[AllWeNeedIsluv]

I think in our situations hun. What your doing and feeling is pretty common, I'm sorry for your loss hun it's such a 💔thing to go through, just try keep busy hun and distract yourself I know it's easier said than done but your little one will help keep you busy. Hopefully it will happen soon 💗🤗😘

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Thank you for your kind words 😘x

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I thought this was just me still that little bit of hope every month !!! As I sit here 5 days late and due at the IVF clinic Monday to learn how to do injections and sign my consents oh and pay 💰 and currently praying after 5 years I may have a miracle lol So ur Defo not alone in that 1 why do we do it to ourselves !! X

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Best of luck for Monday x

[AJJ123]

Yes, each month your just hoping .. I’ve done it ridiculously early, say no more Your just hoping you’ll see something and it doesn’t deter you the following month either. We all should wait until 16dpo - like that’s going to happen xx

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Thanks Hun, I’m glad I’m not the only one I’m sure my husband thinks I am. X