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OTD tomorrow but I think I already know the answer ๐Ÿ˜“๐Ÿ˜“

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This journey really has been one of the hardest things I have ever been through in my life. I have been tested ever since we started! AT showed her pretty face fully yesterday, although it hasn't been the worse cramping I know it's there.

I have felt so sad since Friday and today I feel slightly empty. It's just so weird because we knew from the start it might not happen but I guess getting this far you feel so positive it will. We haven't done anything wrong, quite the opposite, we have done everything as we should - no alcohol, no caffeine, I had acupuncture, I drank pom juice, I even ate the pineapple core, I was relaxed, my partner drank proxeed stuff to help his swimmers. We pretty much followed the recipe book of "how to assisted conception" life is blood cruel.

Well, test day tomorrow and I have a shimmer of hope but deep down I know.

Thank you for everyone who has supported and been great. I will be ready to start again xxx

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I will be thinking of you tomorrow and sending lots of positive vibes. Hoping for a miracle for you. You so right when you say this is the hardest journey you have ever been on in your life and I can totally relate to the empty feeling. Hang in there and hopefully the universe will be kind to us soon xxxx

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oharal in reply to

Mine was negative ๐Ÿ˜“ hope yours isnt!! Good luck my lovely xxx

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Aaah im so sorry! Darn this is so hard. I think mine will definately be negative. I have full on AF and the hpt that I did didnt even have the slightest line, it was a proper negative. I think we will give it a month or 2 break and then try for the last round. But like you say when you try do everything right and just cant understand what you doing wrong or why its not working then you kinda start loosing hope completely. Look after yourself Oharal, be gentle with yourself xxxx

I so hope you get your miracle bfp tomm hun...will be thinking of you....good luck xx

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oharal in reply to

Unfortunately not ๐Ÿ˜“ BFN. Thanks xxx

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Scarlett13

Thinking of you xxx

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Dunla

Thinking of you sweetheart. As you say, this is a very hard journey. Youโ€™ve certainly done everything you could to make this work. Hoping that all is not lost for you xx

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oharal in reply to Dunla

Thanks dunla, unfortunately it's over for this cycle ๐Ÿ˜“๐Ÿ˜“

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Dunla in reply to oharal

I really am sorry. Thinking of you and sending you love xx

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Minibud

Thinking of you today xx

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Amanda86

Your right itโ€™s such a hard journey. Thinking of you today ๐Ÿ˜˜ xxx

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Jenjen84

Sorry to hear this.. it is such a tough journey for sure! My period came on Friday and I am due to test tomorrow.. I can totally relate to the emptiness your feeling.. Take care, rest up and as you say, come back fighting again! Xx

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oharal in reply to Jenjen84

It's pants isn't it!! Good luck for test day xxx

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ashalez in reply to Jenjen84

yes come back for fight this time you will win IA

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Dreamingofbaby

Heya u so sorry to hear about ur bfn. That not nice. Hope it will happen for u v soon. Never loose hope. I was but I got there โ˜บ๏ธ

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oharal in reply to Dreamingofbaby

Thank you- congratulations on your bfp xxx

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lianm8

Sorry to hear this- take care of yourself xxxx

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Aleelilook

So sorry to read your news, be kind to yourself lovely, and take the time you need to feel emotionally ready xxxx

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Tugsgirl

Sorry to read your update. Even if you were expecting it, itโ€™s not nice ๐Ÿ˜ž xx

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oharal in reply to Tugsgirl

:( thanks hun. Good luck for your fet xx

So sorry to hear your bad news, sending you big hugs on this tough journey xx

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Thank you xxx

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Ttc0919

So sorry. Donโ€™t lose hope. The outcome of what could be has helped to keep me going. Xx

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oharal in reply to Ttc0919

Thanks hun xx

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Louhanlon

Thinking you lovely Iโ€™m sorry . Lots of hugs for u

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oharal in reply to Louhanlon

Thanks sweet xx

Thinking of you I'm so sorry. Be kind to yourselves xxx

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Thanks hun xx

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Looby25

Iโ€™m so sorry! I was really hoping we had some good news this week! I canโ€™t imagine what you are both going through, life is just so cruel sometimes! Donโ€™t give up, I really hope you get your miracle baby, sending you love and gentle hugs x x x

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oharal in reply to Looby25

Thank you xxx

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ashalez

So sorry to read this i.dont have a word to say any thing but i can feel the pain :(all the best next time In sha Allah

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oharal in reply to ashalez

Thank you :)

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AllWeNeedIsluv

So sorry lovely. Give your self some tlc time hun. Big hugs ๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿค—๐Ÿ˜˜

Sorry to hear this oharal. It is such a tough journey and there doesn't seem any rhyme or reason for success. Ive tried it all. I'm 7 transfers in and 3 fresh rounds and still nothing. I feel sad to my core and just hope that we'll make it out of the dark tunnel and back into the light. Thinking of you. Lots of love.xx

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oharal in reply to

You are a very strong lady, sorry for your loss so recently! Will you go again? Im hoping to hear from clinic today as to what our next steps are. Here if you need a chat, xxx

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