Feeling low and unhopeful

[Littledee88]

Test day is Tuesday am Tuesday had a bit of a meltdown crying saying it hasn’t work again yesterday feel low and crying again is this normal and still be in with a chance of being pregnant ? Really want to go and buy so pregnancy test and do them as of today until Tuesday. If it is bfn the it would soften the blow? I am just all over the place just now this waiting is torture. Would 6dpt a 5dpt show up just now? Has anyone out there felt low and shit and had a positive outcome? Xx

[Charlene1]

Hi, I felt really low and negative for my whole second cycle especially in the tww and I got a positive! I felt positive and hopeful for the first cycle and that was negative. I dint think our feelings indicate anything or affect anything. Hope that helps.

[Littledee88 in reply to Charlene1]

Gives me hope thank you xx

[Orla9298]

Ahhh I’m so sorry you’re having a tough time, it’s these waits that are emotionally so hard. Can you distract yourself with a series? Try suits or the goodwife? Breaking bad? I’m weak, I’d have tested by now. Maybe hold out another day or two if you are going to test early and use a first response early result xxx

[Littledee88 in reply to Orla9298]

My husband does not want to test early but I am really struggling just now, he’s off this week so will have company and Monday I will be driving 3 hours to get too Glasgow for my test on the Tuesday going to try and keep my mind off it. Xx

[Hidden]

You can do this! Don’t give up. I don’t think testing early will soften the blow- nothing makes it easier if it is negative but hopefully it won’t be! Be kind to yourself and try to distract yourself. I ended up doing some cross-stitch!! Good luck x

[Littledee88 in reply to Hidden]

Going to try and keep busy and try get more positive this week keep getting cramps as if my periods about too come, xx

[Crowpingpongg]

Don't give up you will get all the answers soon enough. It's so hard to be positive through all of this treatment. I wish you all the luck you deserve x

[Littledee88 in reply to Crowpingpongg]

Thank you and good luck on ur journey hun xx

[Elizabeth86]

I’m 5dp5dt and OTD isn’t until next Friday! Right with you on how hard the wait is. I’m just trying to distract myself as much as I can. A good box set is my lifeline! I can’t bear the idea of getting negative then an anxious wait until testing a few days later etc so I’m going to hold out and then just know for sure either way! Hope your ok and sending you best wishes 😘 xx

[Littledee88 in reply to Elizabeth86]

Thank you and hope ur 2ww goes in as quick as it can and will get everything crossed 🤞 for ur bfp hun Xx

[JULIETJAM]

You will be fine Littledee88. I think our emotions go all over the place. Feeling low and ready doesnot mean it has not worked. Yesterday I was so hyper in a positive way and I never understood why I felt like that until today. Remember we take lots of drugs in the cycle. Praying for you for a positive on Tuesday.xx