We had our follow up after our last failed nhs attempt.
I wasn't expecting much but wow they have disappointed me even more than I expected.
Ok I know ivf is not a exact science and we don't always know why it Doesn't work , but please bear in mind that my review before this round they told me my egg quality is rubbish and it would be detrimental for me to start after January I needed to start August. We did postpone till December.
It was a different consultant who basically sat there and said well it didn't work we have no idea why, when asked would they do anything any different he said no , erm well we have had 2 rounds with you and it didn't work so surely you either tell me look it's not going to work don't waste your time or well your eggs are knackered try donnor eggs or well we would probably try bla bla bla.
I'm just so frustrated that he couldn't tell me anything and so disappinted that they were happy enough to send us away like that.
We where going to look into donor egg in uk ( we where never going to use our clinic) but don't even know if it's worth doing now.
Now which way do you turn ☹ ?!! I' so fed up I felt like I was just getting back on my feet and someone's just smacked me in the face with a shovel again .
Sorry ladies I always seem to be moaning these days.