As the tears run uncontrollably down my face. My journey is over. AF was due and arrived this morning. It prompted me to take a test which was glaringly negative. I am beyond heartbroken.
I'm going to go away for a while. And come back when I have the strength to face the next cycle. I dont feel like im as strong as alot of you. I can already feel myself slipping back to abit of a dark place. IVF gave me hope and now I just feel sad and helpless again.... Your all so strong to keep doing this.
So just wanted to wish everyone luck with the rest of thier journeys and those in the 2ww. Wishing you a positive to save you from a broken heart.
I don't know how you all do this again and again. I try and be a good person and was just longing for my embie to be my baby.
Take care. I wish all your dreams come true
xxxx
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So sorry to read this, I can feel the pain from your post. This journey really is so cruel, you are a strong lady to but we all need to grieve and to re build. Look after yourself especially today xx
I'm so sorry to hear this. Take some time out for you and let the tears out. It gets easier, I can promise you. It's just that today it's too raw. We're all thinking of you and willing you to come back stronger xxx
Life is just bloody awful sometimes! Can tell how devastated you are and understandably so. 😞 So sorry...
Be kind to yourself and each other xxx
Sending you huge love. You are strong to do this in the first place and to be so honest and open. I don't have the right words so I'm sending you my love 💙
Im so sorry, its just devastating after investing everything into doing a cycle! Just let it all out, do whatever makes you feel ok! Sending you a massive hug!xx
Very sorry to read this. I believe you are strong because like many of us you have been fighting every step of this journey which often feels like an uphill struggle at each step and it must be so hard to feel anything but pain right now but don't lose faith hun. We will be here to support you as much as we can when you feel ready to return. Take care xxx
Take care of your self and have a well deserve rest, it is a cruel journey really is,
Xx
Sending you lots of love hun. I'm so, so sorry. I know you're incredibly strong to have started this journey in the first place. Take a day at a time xxxxxx
So sorry to hear this hun. It's so unfair and totally heartbreaking. Your not alone though, sadly many of us have been there also (me very recently) and the support on here is honestly what is getting me through at the mo.
Take the time you need to come to terms with this and then you will gradually start to feel stronger again and decide how you want to go forward. It's not an easy journey but dont ever give up on your dreams xx
So sorry to hear that Rainbow. Take all the time you need. It's so heart breaking. I know I'd not be strong and we have every right not to be. We all go through so much. So sorry this wasn't your time. Sending you huge hugs and asking you to at least be kind to yourself. Xxxx
So sorry to read thid......try and keep strong...lots of love ❤️ xxx
Tears are running down my face now for you too xxx You are strong - you have no idea how strong you are. Take the time you need, don't make any decisions today, tomorrow, this week. Time puts a lot of perspective on things - hopefully you will come back ready to fight again.
Absolutely gutted for you - I had hoped that 1 of us would have got the news we wanted to hear xx
I'm so sorry to hear this today. Look after each other and take as long as you need. Most of us need to take time away after a failed cycle to grieve xxx
I'm so sorry rainbow it's just all so unfair. it's takes so much courage to commit and go through with treatment so please don't be hard on yourself for needing to take a break. I hope some time away will help you to rest and take care of yourself xxx
its bloody disappointing when you get your hopes up and get excited thinking you are going to be pregnant only to get the door slammed in your face when no you are not and it hurts because your dreams are shattered.
Oh Rainbow_86 I'm so sorry that it's not the news you wanted. Life can be so cruel sometimes. Take as much time as you need to grieve and heal. Be kind to yourself and look after yourself especially now. Wishing you all the best. Praying for you ❤️ Xx
Awe hun. There really aren't any words. It's truly heartbreaking. I'm so sorry your post conveys your hurt. Please be kind to yourself and your OH. Big hugs xxx
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