I am really at a very low point and thought maybe people can suggest ways to just cope!
We have been trying for a baby nearly 4 years and I am nearly 37. We have unexplained infertility and one failed round of IVF/ICSI behind us.
I cant begin to explain how many people are pregnant, had babies in the last two years. For someone who cant get pregnant I seem to be a natural magnet to fertility for others.
I found out this morning that my cousin is pregnant after being married less than a year. Family didn't tell me as didn't know how to. This has made me so angry as they didn't really think of me, just how difficult it would be for them to tell me.
My husband doesn't understand. His reaction is to get angry at me as he doesn't know what to do and friends say they want to support but never want to meet without children.
Feel loss and hopeless. We want to go for another round next month but I'm overweight by 5 lbs for the NHS run. Sitting at my desk upset just thinking how i'm going to get through the day.
Any advice I would appreciate it!!!