Need hope

[Ann03]

Hi all

I haven't written a post before but read daily and think everyone on here is amazing. My story is very low amh, blocked Fallopian tubes and severe endo. We were lucky enough to get a blastocyst last year but it failed. 😢

This year been waiting to start again but cycle has been all over the place and finally when AF arrived (post 4m) had a cyst, which after another period is still here and is growing. Clinic have now said to switch from short protocol to long protocol (for next cycle) but have been googling crazy and can't see how that will help with cyst? Any advice?

Ps. Everyone around me is getting or is pregnant..... happy for them but sad for myself..have lost faith.. and finding it hard. Everyone is in my prayers.xxx

[Hidden]

Oh dear .hope is all we have .i also have blocked fallopian tubes but im hopeful second time around it will work.i know you are feeling like it wont happen coz of the cyst but if your doctors believe there is a chance please hang on to that.miracles do happen everyday here and yours will come too.just hold on to the belief and wish for the best.take it one day at a time.hugs to you.

[Ann03 in reply to Hidden]

Thanks so much for your reply. Just in a rut at the moment, hoping I will snap out of it, you are right miracles do happen everyday. Xxx hope yours does too. X

[EmLou89]

I'm so sorry to hear that. I'm not a regular poster either, however stumbled across this and thought I'd comment. I've suffered from endo for many years and completely lost faith in having anymore children (I have a 10 year old from a previous relationship) many years of struggling, and at the end of last year after years of TTC I decided that more children obviously wasn't in my life plan so in January took the plunge to stop my periods with zolidex and HRT to control the pain of endo, new year, new me.. Then low and behold found out I was pregnant in February after all that! I know the circumstances were different, but we should never give up hope. Where there's a will there's a way. Good luck xx