Update

[Aleelilook]

So I'm bleeding again bright red blood this time at 5wks + 4dsys pregnant. I can't cope anymore with this, it's like torture. Just waiting for another hcg test to come back 😢😢😢😢

[SnottyCow]

I went through exactly the same thing in January, it's horrible. Hang in there, it gets easier x

[Aga_R]

Big hug xx

[SeniorPhipps]

I'm so sorry to hear you're having to go through such uncertainty. Everything crossed for a positive outcome for you🤞xx

[Hidden]

Oh Aleelilook, what a terrible stress for you. Really hope you get good news from those HCG tests very soon. X

[misswinky34]

Thinking of you sweetness 🙏😞🙏🍀

[sanj76]

Awww Alee this must be torture for you.... I wish no one has to go through that. Hang in there n continue to be strong Alee, you've done so well to get this far... wishing you all the strength, we will be your strength too, lets hope it's worth it in the end.. we're thinking of you

[Aleelilook in reply to sanj76]

I'm going mad! It's doubled again to over 9800, they just don't know what's happening, but say it's good news. I just feel so confused. Thank you all for your support xx

[Cinderella5 in reply to Aleelilook]

This is marvellous! Not that it helps with the scary bleeding but hCG climbing so Im really pleased for you!xx

[Aleelilook in reply to Cinderella5]

Thank you! I feel like I'm going mad! Xxx

[Cinderella5 in reply to Aleelilook]

Im not surprised but hang on in there!xx

[Elgee in reply to Aleelilook]

Hi Aleelilook,

Just relax, God got this. Your expected end shall me great in Jesus Name. AMEN

[Hidden]

Thinking of you xxx

[Cinderella5]

Oh no, how awful! Everything crossed for you that everything is ok!xx

[Tugsgirl]

Relieved to hear your numbers are still climbing 🤞x

[Aleelilook in reply to Tugsgirl]

Thank you! Xx

[tiger-cub]

Aleei climbing number is good 😊

[Hidden]

So sorry to hear you are going through this but also pleased to read your blood levels. Take it easy, try and maybe get engrossed in a book or box set and try keep your mind on other things.

Defo stay off Google.

Much love xx

[Lizzielizzielizzie]

Oh bless you. Put your feet up and REST. Do not be tempted to go to work or do the shopping or anything. Xxxxx

[Sprinkles86]

Those blood levels sound great 👌I think if you accept that it's largely out of your hands now it may help you to calm down a little (though not much, I know!) bleeding after a BFP is so hard, thinking of you xxx

[Aleelilook in reply to Sprinkles86]

Yes you're right, deep breath and all!! Thank you! Xxx

[Strawb86]

Oh Aleelilook, you must be utterly tearing your hair out 😭 Brilliant news that your hcg continues to be so high, I've read lots of stories about people bleeding and going on to continue with perfectly healthy pregnancies. Keeping you in my thoughts xxx

[Aleelilook in reply to Strawb86]

Thank you so much! Fingers crossed!! Xxx

[Lizzielizzielizzie]

How are you now?

[Aleelilook in reply to Lizzielizzielizzie]

Well the blood seems to have stopped (touch wood), but I'm just so worried, i woke up in tears this morning. I know that I should be so grateful, and I really am for this miracle, but it feels like everything is hanging in the balance at the mo xxxxx

[Lizzielizzielizzie in reply to Aleelilook]

Aw bless you, I really feel for you, it must be so stressful. Why can these things never be straightforward?! Hang on in there xx

[Aleelilook in reply to Lizzielizzielizzie]

Thanks Lizzie! I know, you'd think we'd done enough to deserve an easier ride!! Xx

[Beanme]

Big hugs, fingers and toes crossed for you xxx

[Aleelilook in reply to Beanme]

Thank you xxxx

[Hidden]

Hope you ding ok. Thinking of you xxx

[Smithha]

Hope your doing ok, so glad to hear the numbers a rising. Thinking of you x

[Strawb86]

glad the bleeding has stopped, thinking of you xx

[Aleelilook]

Thank you so much ladies and gent for your support, you really lift my spirits and make me feel a little less mad, I really appreciate all of you! Xxxxx

[Aleelilook]

So I'm totally having a meltdown, last night ended up in A&E with the bleeding, hcg was tested and still rising - over 15,000, they ruled out as far as they could ectopic, and sent me on my way as the bleeding had stopped. Then just now I went to the loo and a gush of bright red blood came out. I'm so sad, and although I'm clinging on to a tiny scrap of hope, it all suddenly feels rather like torture. I emailed the clinic earlier just to keep them in the loop and they want to do the scan next Friday still, but I just wish they would scan me now and put my husband and I out of our mystery 🙁😢😢😢 xxxxxx

[Tugsgirl in reply to Aleelilook]

What a torturous time for you both! If you went to the epu at your local hospital tomorrow, they would do a scan wouldn't they? I don't know what to advise but im so sorry you're going through this 😞 xx

[Aleelilook in reply to Tugsgirl]

They may, I think it's worth a go, thank you xxx

[Tugsgirl in reply to Aleelilook]

I would go if I were you xx

[Lizzielizzielizzie in reply to Tugsgirl]

My local epu would not take self referrals, you had to be referred to them, e.g by the GP. Just mentioning this as I don't want you to have a wasted journey.

Keeping everything crossed for you. Remember what I told you about my friend who bled all the way through but has a beautiful daughter now xxxx

[Aleelilook in reply to Lizzielizzielizzie]

Ah thank you Lizzie, I'll give them a buzz first. Yes I'm hoping I'm going to be like your friend, it's definitely very weird whatever is happening xxx

[Tugsgirl in reply to Tugsgirl]

Thinking of you Aleelilook . Keep us posted xx

Vicky

[_MrsC in reply to Aleelilook]

Just wanted to say that I'm thinking of you Aleelilook. I hope you get the peace of mind you are looking for. It's such a traumatic time. x

[Aleelilook]

So the EPU at my closest hospital is closed on Saturdays, and the other one will only scan me on Tuesday!! However they would test my hcg. Any of you lovelies know of an EPU in London at is open on a Saturday?! The clinic has brought my scan forward to Wednesday, but that feels like a lifetime away at the mo! I'm tempted to just go and have the hcg blood test today, but my husband thinks as the clinic has said to rest that perhaps I should just rest (easier said than done)!! He's still optimistic, but in obviously a bag of nerves! Xxxx

[Tugsgirl in reply to Aleelilook]

I bet you are! Easier said than done isn't it? I hope you manage to get some kind of answers today 🤞 xx

[Lizzielizzielizzie in reply to Aleelilook]

I hope you are managing to get some rest. Thinking of you xx

[Kelly-03]

It is such a hard wait, it is all a waiting process but hopefully all is ok x thinking of you and hoping you get a positive outcome xx