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Insane in the membrane!!! 😱

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Well I've officially become crazy!

At 1dp5dt - could that be a record of the quickest person to become nuts in the 2ww? πŸ˜‚

No major reason to feel this crazy, maybe it's because it's the second round I don't know?

Yesterday was transfer day and at night I had an ache underneath my belly button close to the pubic area. I can only really describe this as a throbbing sensation? No painful but I was aware of it. At night when I went to bed I felt a little dizzy, a bit like the dizzy head you get when you drink although not quite as bad.

Had an awful dream that I had a miscarriage and was screaming for my partner then I woke up.

Today felt fine the first couple of hours then after my shower I was feeling dizzy and groggy again. Had to lay down on the bed for about 20 minutes until it eased although I have felt it on and off throughout the day. Also had a sore throat which seems to have eased a little now. Been sooooo tired today, actually fell asleep watching Tv. Something that I never do although this did happen last time too.

Shout out to all fellow 2ww crazy people!! I'm officially a 2ww nutter πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

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I am crazy round the bend and back, my 4th 2ww and defo gets harder not easier. My test date is Mon xx

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Amanda86 in reply to

I feel like a complete idiot but just can't help myself!!!

Good luck Button xxx

in reply to Amanda86

Think it's all part of the process πŸ˜‚ Defo the hardest part xx

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So true! Xxx

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Sunbeam123

I feel exactly the same! I have been pregnant, not pregnant, pregnant, not pregnant and that's only today!!!! Ha! It honestly sends you loopy! I test Saturday officially...don't know if I can hang on until then though! X

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Amanda86 in reply to Sunbeam123

It's so hard!! Because I'm only 1 day past I haven't currently felt like I am pregnant but I do keep thinking well the symptoms must mean something? Surely? I guess they could mean nothing at all πŸ˜‘

Ahhh torture!!!

Are you thinking of testing early? Xxx

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Sunbeam123 in reply to Amanda86

Yea...I was thinking of testing Friday instead as I'm feeling the pressure of us waiting and putting our eggs in one basket on Saturday. I can surprise my husband if it's good or get my head round it if not! X

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Amanda86 in reply to Sunbeam123

Yeah I totally get that. Well wishing you lots of luck! Really hope you get your BFP 😊 xxx

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Sunbeam123 in reply to Amanda86

You too!!!! Positive thoughts!!! X

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Aleelilook

Yep I'm completely bat shit crazy! My test day is now on Friday at the clinic, currently I've got my husband inspecting loo roll after every wee!! Bloody mad! Good luck, fingers crossed your crazy calms down and you get your bfp xxx

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Amanda86 in reply to Aleelilook

Not long to go!! The things we do πŸ˜‚ it's madness but it's a madness that can't be controlled!! Good luck to you too. I'll be looking out for your news on Friday πŸ€ 😊 xxx

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Sunnysam91

Love thisπŸ˜‚ I thought I was bad lol x

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Amanda86 in reply to Sunnysam91

I've totally lost it. Hope I've calmed down by tomorrow! πŸ˜‚ xxx

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Sunnysam91 in reply to Amanda86

Errmmm if my 2nd day is anything to go by then nope you won't lol I've had pains hoping there implantation pains! I'm back at work tmoro only light duties, my boss was wondetful☺ when are u back? X

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Amanda86 in reply to Sunnysam91

Oh dear we'll see what tomorrow brings. πŸ˜‚ I've compared notes to my last treatment and have some similarities and some things I haven't had. Had cramping on this day with last one.

I took annual leave so off all week. Back to work on Monday "light duties" although work is heavy but will try my very best to keep it light as possible and will refuse to do any heavy lifting!

I think work will be a help, a distraction at least! 😊 xxx

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vic77

Lol I think I became nuts way before 2ww πŸ˜‰good luck and hope you feel better xxx

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Amanda86 in reply to vic77

I did too Vic, I think it's becoming slightly worse but I was definitely crazy before this lol xxx

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Emily7

I'm on day 3 of my 2ww. I don't want to walk too far each day in case the embryo falls out of me! I think I'm going crazy as I don't think the embryo can just fall out!xx

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Amanda86 in reply to Emily7

I know what you mean Emily πŸ˜‚ today while pottering around in the house I kept thinking oh better slow down and not move so quickly. As if I thought the embryo would jump out if I moved too quickly! Lol. Xxx

I have had theee worst day today but this thread has got me in stitches.

Think we are all nuts but defo in very good company!!

Hope you all get your much deserved BFPs. Rooting for you all.

Xx

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Thank you 😁 xxx

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margy7

oh, how it's familiar to me. I made my ET 10 days ago, and the first day was crazy to me also. I was feeling a drawing pain below my waist, then the temperature rose...I was very scared. But now I understand that I was very panic and dramatized every symptom. Doctor warned me that drawing feeling can be from the progesterone. Now I'm feeling fine, waiting for my beta. There are five days left...So don't overreact on your symptoms, try to relax and be on the positive wave. Be patient. lots of love...

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Amanda86 in reply to margy7

Thank you Margy,

I'm feeling calmer today. Think I had a mini breakdown yesterday?! Lol. I'm sure I'll have more but I will try not to!

Wishing you lots of luck for your BFP!! πŸ€ xxx

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72cloud9

Oh bless u!! Luckily we accept all crazies here πŸ˜‚

Seriously tho, just get as much rest as u can-that's what your body seems to be telling u so go with it!

Best of luck for your BFP x

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Amanda86 in reply to 72cloud9

Thank you 😊

Definitely feeling less crazy today. Maybe cause I've no symptoms today I'm not sure?

So glad I found this forum becaome everyone accepts all forms of crazy! πŸ˜›

I've only told one close friend about this IVF and I think she thinks I'm a nut case (I am) but at least it's understood more here lol xxx

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Buffy21

Awww yes 2ww is hard but dint worry once you get a BFP you go insane on a whole new level. Five tests I took to believe it and thrown a tantrum at GP until they agreed to do a blood test to check for pregancy.! It then did I actually believe it.

🀞crossed for you xx

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Amanda86 in reply to Buffy21

Thanks Buffy 😊 xxx

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