I'm not even remotely surprised after ttc 5 years 5 months and 4 cycles of clomid later why I'd think for one moment I'd be pregnant.
Period behaved in the most extradinonary manner I've ever seen-I didn't have a "proper period".
Tuesday I will contact my consultant to be sure there are no underlying health issues (other than my PCO) to cause my cycle to go berserk.
It tainted Christmas and new year with the way it left me confused to the point I haven't taken my clomid this cycle. 😩
Perhaps that is a good thing-particularly if there is an underlying reason for odd cycle and also gives me a chance to get fit and healthy for our 5th round of clomid.
No matter how many times I've seen a negative test it still floors me- all I associate is fear and dread when I see tests.
My husband face was full of disappointment and I wish I could've made him feel better. He really thought he was going to be a dad-I've had so many pregnancy symptoms but alas it was another no 😔
Have brought us a bottle of red wine and a processco to see this shitty year out with-something I had hoped I wouldn't have been able to do-but suppose make the best out of a bad situation.🍷🍾
Congratulations to those who have had success this year-from the bottom of my heart I am delighted for you. And wish you the best with it all.❤️
To others like myself let's hope that 2017 is a kinder year to us and gives us a much longed for BFP.
I will raise a glass of bubbly for us all tonight- no one should suffer this vile illness. But rest assured we are incredibly strong and the way we all bounce back and keep fighting is nothing short of heroic-we should all be proud of ourselves. Whatever happens.
Happy new year to the best bunch of people that have helped me through this 💕