I am sorry but clomid has turned me into a crazy insane mad woman.As I type this I know how deranged I am sounding.
I felt ok till I started testing ovulation.Clinic haven't given me bloods/scans so dependent on these sticks.
I haven't had a surge- it looks like this cycle has failed and I wasn't pre warned this could happen.
I am totally heartbroken by it not working. I cant stop crying. As I type this I am fighting back the tears.
I was so positive this could work- now I feel negative- sad, angry and scared.
The thought of going through this again is filling me with fear and dread- its like Ive lost all hope.
I am on the verge of saying sod it I cant have a child this too hard.
How do you ladies get over failed treatment ( if you've been that unlucky) and keep going? My clinic haven't really been very supportive - kept on waiting on phone calls that never get returned - to the point I spoke to my GP.
I am sorry to bring you all down - no one close to me understands. I want to cease treatment - husband is less keen. x