Waiting to start feels harder than ever...

[emu2016]

So for the second time our treatment has been delayed... Our unit is moving. I can't fault them. They're amazing and so caring and understanding. 

It's the whole 'life on hold'. And then I feel guilty for feeling angry that I can't plan work or play because this is the most important thing ever. And I may have to get used to this for a lot lot longer. Even if it does work! 

And of course I just want to get going because I'm a serial reader! And I'm now considering a PhD in "infertility Google diagnostics".

Ah, I love this place for a Saturday morning moan. x

[me08]

Awww, I can imagine how it feels like when you say 'life on hold' as I felt the same way until I made the decision that whatever happens I am starting my MBA in September. I think you should go for your PhD if that's what you want to do regardless (everything will fall into place). All the best hun x

[pm27]

I found the waiting and life in limbo land difficult, I felt better once we had started treatment.

Perhaps you could make some short term plans whilst the clinic moves?

[emu2016 in reply to pm27]

Yeah I think I need to have some other aims. It's not even that long! 

[Suzannah1985]

I'm in limbo land too, I can understand your frustration!

Hope things get moving for you soon x

[emu2016 in reply to Suzannah1985]

Thanks! Good luck! 

[Cinderella5]

I'm exactly the same and it's only my first go! Driving me stir crazy all this waiting, so frustrating! I'm just waiting on day one of my next period then I'll properly know where I ! I'm a bit of a Google Dr too as well as a planner so totally get where you're coming from, you did make me giggle......I'd graduate with flying colours I reckon!! Ha ha ha All the best for your cycle!!x

[emu2016 in reply to Cinderella5]

Look at you with your Google Dr... Already a career in sights! It's our first go too. Good luck to you too x 

[Maria-Louisa]

I know exactly how you feel everything on hold and no money to do anything anyway! Maybe short and long term goals are best, I think I need to set a time limit on everything because it's totally miserable in limbo land! X 

[emu2016 in reply to Maria-Louisa]

Definitely think time limits are something to consider. We've done that and not even started yet.  Good luck x