I too hand these anxiety attacks mostly at night. I have gone to a therapist who told me that my anxiety attacks are based on real fears regarding continuing funding for my illness which will end when I'm 65. If I do not find funding when I'm 65, I will die because I do not have the money to continue treatment. I also do not know how to live with this. I feel like I'm on death row. I an on death row when funding stops. I have written letters to over 10 Congressional elected officials to increase health benefits to Medicaid and Medicare. I have not heard from any of them.