Hi I’m Dave and have never really thought about talking like this to people I don’t know but it may hopefully help me. I’ve been having seizures for about 10 years now but over the past 12 months these seem to have got worse. I was only getting maybe 3-4 a year where as now that seems to have doubled. I understand other people probably suffer a lot worse than me so I hope no one things this is a bit patronising. What is hard for me is that after a long day at work I’ve always liked to go and enjoy a few pints with my friends which I’m really struggling to pull away from as I’ve always enjoyed that after a long day. I’ll go to the football at the weekend and have a few pints because I enjoy it and never go ott. A few weeks ago I suffered probably my worst experience yet. I woke up one morning and knew something wasn’t right so I rang my boss and told him I wouldn’t be in. I remember going back upstairs and the next thing I vaguely remember is been in my back garden and locked out of my house with both side gates locked and both back doors locked so can only assume I have fell out of my bedroom window somehow. I ended up smashing a window and breaking in to my house. The rest of the day is a bit of a blur but the next day I was struggling to walk and my girlfriend took me to hospital where fortunately I had done no serious damage. The big issue I have now is I find my daughter is very very scared of been alone with me which is heartbreaking for me. I still find myself going for a few pints after work though as it’s what I’ve always done and is a routine. Now my confidence has dropped and I seem to always be worrying. At work I’ll maybe forget something and thing did something happen?! I’m hoping someone on here will maybe of lead or lead a similar life to me and can help with there experiences. Thank you to anyone who takes time to read this and maybe help me in some way.