Hi everyone ive had diagnosed endo now for 5 years but sufferd with it since starting my periods and to be really honest I feel like ive just been diagnosed again everybody seems to have a stage or a level of endo what dose that mean?
im been refurrerd to gyne again on the 20th of December and im guna give them hell sick of not being listened to an sick of feeling like im not worth the treatment ive had 4 jobs in the past 5 years and everyone of them has not worked out because of my health or my mental health gets poorly and I carnt work and to top it all of ive been diagnosed with HMS hyper mobility syndrome and that's really painfull to sick of poping pills and being a zombie having no quality of life and no money or social life sorry to rant on and splurge all this out I just feel so isolated and to me it feels like my nearest and dearest don't understand and watching the pain it puts them through I don't talk I feel like im guna pop and really feel like im losing my mind guna phone the endo helpline!
*screams* I feel locked in my body and theres no escape and fight or flight is kicking in but it dosnt matter were I run it gose with me and other option fight? fight what myself < see mental lol I know this dosnt make much sence as the confussed mess that is me is really struggling ten thousands and 1 things to say bt they all wona come out at once please just somebody help!
thank you for reading
much love and especially tummy love to all you brave ladys