Hi everyone. im new to the site but not to endo, ive had the bloody thing sinse i was 18. im in a happy supportive relatiosnhip, a supportive proffessionand have fabulous family and friends. ive recently had my fifth lot of gynae surgery , the endo was this time sticking my ovaries to my abdominal wall, behind bowel, on the way to my ureather m pouch of douglas, on my bladder, on my ovary falks , more agressive than last time. my consultant has cut it out and temporarily suspended my ovary to stop it re sticking . this time i just feel like my resolve is down, i struggle with my bowel a lot , i can be fine one minute then get chronic diareah the next minute , no doubt im out somewhere public, i feel so tired with the endo, and get pain as we all know, sometimes i feel fluish and have recently been told i have fybromyalgie which can be liked to endo. does any one else feel this crap so frequently? , i get good days where i feel on top of the world,then its like my body gives in again and im lethargic, achey , bloated, in pain, headaches , nausea etc. not to mention the anxiety it can cause me and obviously sometimes i feel down . i was told my hormoanes are all over and that to try an anti depressent although i didnt feel it worked and wasnt the anser. im hoping that by knowing someone else feels like this it may help. i feel like such a hypercondriact .