Have finally got a date for my second lap, 23rd October. Really pleased but also very apprehensive, worried a) that they won't find endo (which is good on one side but then it doesnt explain my pain) b) that they find it, treat it and then it comes back 3 months later. c) they find something worse. Also nervous about anaesthetic as knocked me about last time.
I have managed to get back to work this week, and have only taken tramadol as felt too awful on everything else. Nervous also about getting period as haven't had one for over 12 months. Be glad when op is done and hopefully get a diagnosis one way or other. 4 years is a long time to be dealing with this.